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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there, I'm a 14-year-old lame joker.I like being RETARDED so dunt ever balme me.:D I am very friendly de, so i dunt bite.:D I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. And so, you better not provoke me ah. I'm a CLEMENTEEN stuying in 2A1!!:D And also a CT NETBALLER!^^ |
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confusion
 Hmmm.. I'm really confused. I dunt really know what I can do. Its like what's going through my mind, everything's everywhere, complicated and messy, like those bubbles floating everywhere. There are far too MANY things for me to worry bout. I want to get into the school team for netball. I REALLY WANT IT. But i just feel that I'm not doing enough. Whats more, ENOUGH ISN'T ENOUGH. I have to do MUCH MUCH MORE. Actually I'm not really sure if I'm pushing myself too hard. But I just kinda feel that I SUCK at it like in a crucial time like NOW. Seriously, if it was that EASY, THINGS WOULDN'T HAVE ENDED UP LIKE THIS. Not just this, I'll be taking triple science next year. I'm happy to know bout this, but I'm not quite sure if i can really cope with it. TROUBLES HERE AND THERE. GRRRRRRRRRR. POKE THOSE BUBBLES LAH.
listen carefully
 Then please just shut up, I'm begging you. SERIOUSLY, JUST FUCK OFF. I dunt really want to care now, that I'm using any vulgarities or anything. My mind's really confused. I dunt know how i feel exactly. But I know i ard have enough of this SHIT. I dunt see whats so nice bout lying. ITS REALLY DIFFICULT TO FORGET THIS. Then thing is its not just once. You did it again and i believed you. Then now it is all the painful truth. Those days, IF I CAN JUST ERASE THEM. I asked myself why I TRUSTED YOU. I really wonder why. Now I dunt want to know. I'M NOT INTERESTED. But those lies that you told me, made me HATE YOU. NOW, JUST FUCKING SHUT THE FUCK UP. |